Mr XD

Believe?

2011-05-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

I used to believed that no matter what one earth happen

your family will still be beside you

but I was wrong...

Once, you step up of the world you all alone.

not a single person can be trust

not even your family member.

You only can trust yourself...

The pushing of blame etc.

really make me feel uncomfortable.

Sometime, I wish my life will be like a rose

after some time it will dried up and left this messy.

In a drenched end roll,

I wont sing a black-and-white film

Left with our hands together,

you feel vacant at the end

Let it go

2011-05-03T09:35:00.000-07:00

Just let it go..

Cause after sometime,

thing that we hold onto will be full,

or even blown out.

A big teardrop was filled with you.

And I felt we could became one

Worst out of worst.

2011-04-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

I cant believe in other,

not even my family or close one

the only person who I can believe in

Myself

we are humans,

it will bring out the ugly side

What a Joke!?

2011-04-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

2011-02-09T11:34:00.000-08:00

Vision in front of me is unclear.

Well, I am finally back!

Today, the 7th day of CNY Happy Birthday everyone.

hahas!~

Life have really started to become death.

it really very funny, when I in school

- I always wish that I was sick!

(which somehow it never happen?!)

- the school can just fucking close down

- got flu virus school must stop for a few weeks.

Etc. etc.

-.-'

Now, having a long holiday.

I really miss school!

sick and tired of my working life.

the days that i always look forward to

my OFF day!

like in school I always look forward to Friday!

plus now I can't afford not to work.

No work = No $$ = No Shopping etc.

although now i can buy whatever I want within my limit

still I am really sick of working life!!

hope that school will start soon!

I think later the story turn upside down again!

-.-'

waiting for my next off day to come!

Wednesday and Thursday!

Bye!

Sorrow made me

In the bottom of the dark sea

A lonely parade that doesn't even know about love

2011-01-17T09:22:00.000-08:00

Reflecting on the past year.

Finally, I am willing to update my blog.

10 Jan 2011

got my Os result, disappointed.

L1R4 - 25 point!

-.-'

There is a qn. that I kept on asked myself these few day

what am I here for?

I do get what I wanted but still this does not mean that I wanted

maybe I have already started wrongly,

coming up to here, I cant restart but to carry on move forward.

one more thing that keep on come in my mind these few day

I always tell myself that what choice I made now

I will not be regret, year have past.

I prove myself wrong, I do regret.

guess I cant do anything, just carry on.

bring it with me.

life for me now is rather bored.

work, work, work.

hope holiday will end fast.

I dont know what to post le

shall stop here

my first POST for 2011

bye.

I started to lose myself,

dont know myself.

that what causes me to become this way.

2011-01-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

HELLO! WEIJI'S BLOG IS SOOOO DEAD,

HE'S WORKING SO MUCH THAT HE DOESN'T HAVE TIME FOR HIS OWN BLOG!

formspring.me

2011-01-01T03:32:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/Jellysour

Unbelievable

2010-12-11T10:52:00.000-08:00

I see nothing but a dried leaf.

Hi,

my first Decemeber post!

busy with work, my house matter

I really need a break.

coming to the end my family matter is making me hang out!

feel very upset that my family actually is ( just can't find a word to said it)

but after today I have learn that sometime even family member also cannot trust

no matter what, they are human they will keep good thing for themselves first

human are selfish and I admin it.

I am a selfish person!

but what my parent did really make me SICK!~

speechless...

shall stop here bye!~

=))

Will disappear as the burning night comes to cut off sadness

I won't forget

I won't close the fact

Distant

2010-11-09T07:07:00.000-08:00

My feeling towards you. I am back! Left with 2 more paper, MT and Science paper1! then it will come to an end of Os, finally! Ytd night, went to watch Eat Pray Love on com. seriously, I dont know what it was doing maybe because of the language they speak plus the sub is chinese Omg! -.-' so go and check the net. the main point is this... She spent four months in Italy , eating and enjoying life ("Eat"). She spent four months in India , finding her spirituality ("Pray"). She ended the year in Bali, Indonesia , looking for "balance" of the two and found love ("Love") kind of meaningful, I wish I have the money to do that 4 months in Italy! Omg!~ hahas!~ going to buy the book to read later. Lols! tml morning paper, signing off!~ =)

Quite time

2010-10-29T09:12:00.000-07:00

A place where there is no distraction

Well, Os have already started.
2 subject is down, 4 more to go...

towards this I really having mix feeling
day by day I turn to be more relieve
but on the other hand, I am really very pressure.
I really dont want to disappoint my Maths and Science teacher
Maths is all ready over,
pass somehow is not a problem
but I cant get a pass
same goes for Science.
Chemistry paper, wtf is hell easy
but I dont know how to do, lack of studying??

Monday is my Physics paper,
I cant take it easy!
follow by Geo, POA, MT and science Paper 1

"Angel, do bless the paper."

This weekend, timing is really short!
3 subject to cover!
=(
All the best!~

bye!~

Although,
I have start to get use of the day without you
I still miss you.
I really wish you were by my side to support me,
I need a shoulder to rest on...

The Start

2010-10-27T11:49:00.001-07:00

Os have started!Hahas~ 2 subject down But I am still hell stress. Worry with the grade that I will be getting!:(( Current busy!So think will post after Os.Bye! Best of luck! Everyone!

last call

2010-10-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

wishing for something,
but trying to make it happen.

Hi!~
next week will be my last week of school,
and about 2 week of study break.
Os will start!
O.o!

I have a lot of thing to catch up in this 3 week!
Maths, EL, Science and POA!
all my main subject.
-.-'

so not prepare...
How am I going to make it?

have been stressing with this,
most of the time in bed.
just keep on think about my Os
turned left and right for few hours than fall asleep
by then is already 3 am?
WTF!~

running out of ideas,
just hand in there...

shall stop here...
bye!~

Falling deeper,
as time get closer,
the wound will be even deeper?

No turning back

2010-09-20T09:20:00.001-07:00

There is no turning back now,
look forward for the better,
just carry on moving...

Finally,
updating my blog again.
seriously, how can I make my blog alive?
posting thing that can interest people.
for now, no one can do
cause life's a bitch right now
dreadful.

shall see what will happen after Os.
=)

Prelim results are out,
Woah, I broke my record!
this time, I got 1/25 for comprehension!
WTF!!~
sigh~
got to improve on it.

for Maths, I tried so hard but to no avail
felt depressed
and sometime I just dont have the face my teacher
feel so useless, so sorry.
am stressing myself out?
as those subject which I didnt put in effort do score well
is like...
-.-'
got to relax; chill; calm down

tml!
getting back POA paper
hmm...
wonder how well I did??
=Pp

hahas!~
prelim is over,
should put aside everything including you
and focus on my Os!
MUG!! MUUGGG!!! MUUUUGGGGGGG!!!!
=))

About 29 days!
Go for it!

stopping here
really very tired
off to bed now.
Night!~
bye...

I hope you will listen to me,
I know is difficult for you,
but I will not harm you...

Red

2010-09-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

The GazettE New Single RED!
Release on the 22/09/2010!
I want it so deeply!
=((

Their new style,
One word to say NICE!
Ruki become younger and cute lei!
I really melt by this picture.
omg!~

Uruha, so sexy!
and I really like the style he has everytime!
=))

Aoi, very handsome!!
=))
Reita, finally change to long hair le!
Nice and cute!
=))

Kai, more and more mature lei!
hahas
but still nice!!

I am so in <3 with GazettE!
=))

Do you always have to bring me up to the sky,
and then let me fall freely til I reach the ground.
the pain to bear is deeper than I thought...

Nothing will change

2010-09-08T10:24:00.000-07:00

it have been long since I last sleep well
I miss the time I had...

It already the third day of September holiday
well... soon school will be reopen again!
and it will be term 4. (Cheer!~ )
Sigh!~

In 1 months time my Os will start!
now the thing that make me worry is my
ENGLISH!
my english seriously suck!
=((
Stress up...
really got to do something about it..

some motivation talk please!

In 1 months time...
your exam will start,
after your exam,
You are fucking free!~
=)

Mug! Mug!! MUUUGGGGG!!~
=))

I know that I love you
but I can say it out,
not because I am afraid to lost you
but even if you know nothing will change..

2010-08-31T22:20:00.000-07:00

I have learn that Loving you,
does not mean I will have you...

Happy Teacher's day!!!

Okay!~
Life is getting more and more bored
due to the nearing of Os
plus prelim that I am having now.
It suck!~

I am getting crazy over this hell boring life!

No life, NO life!! NO LIFE!!!!~
til I dont know what to post liao
hahas!
-.-'

Shall stop here.
bye!~

placing you in my heart
always remember the time I have with you
it should come to an end...

Passage of time

2010-08-15T08:47:00.000-07:00

Running out of time?

hi hi!
left about 50 plus day to O levels
about 1 months 3 week time...

Every night,
during my sleep
what come into my mind is
Os...
the RI, RGS, RVHS etc.
the fucking people who confirm get A1
that somehow affect my result.
-.-'

Stress up, being burned out!~
tired!~

hmm..
Slacking with June, Pei Fen, Yee Fei and Adrian!
listening to hillsong,
and I began to sing!
a sudden peace come to my mind and heart!
=)
think I should listen to more of this song

well whatever is happening
Goh Wei Ji
you left 50 plus day!
MUG!
BEAR!
GO FOR IT!

shall stop here!
bye...

It going to end...
Please let it end...
It killing me!~

Holiday

2010-08-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

I need a time out...

Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday..
Hmm...
Wasted my Saturday...

Sunday,
East Coast Park!
Somehow fun!?
Get to skate, sit on the beach and swim!
hahas!

I want to go Sentosa!

Monday,
meet up mates in the noon
went to study at Amanda's house!
watch NDP also...
went to playground to slack after that
at about 10 plus
everyone bused home!
11pm is the opening of gate!

Tml,
last day of my holiday
going to cut my hair
and carry on study...
got lot of homework to be completed
-.-'
'O's please pass by fast!
=))))

Shall stop here
bye!~

Found out that,
as time passes,
I somehow get to know you better,
but this made me kind of depress.
As, thing that come out from you
Hurt....

Impaired

2010-08-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

Is this a fantasy? Illusion?

We are fight in the outside world,
not because of what we want,
because of this word LIFE!

woah!
Seriously after I post about Kenn stuff
Kok Leong and Yong Jiunn Scold him on facebook!
really cannot pity him,
anyhow said thing end up losing most of his friend
what a 'wonderful' fish-man~

Monday have a short chatted with Mr Anandan
found out that I just dont know why?
but suddenly I just dont want to come to school
reason : Classmate
Teacher
And some problem ( You know I know la )

remark from him was I am burned out!
he asked me to relax myself!
so I am going to do that.

today,
Adam Khoo thing!
Leroy super piss off with us
scolded us!
but what he scolded somehow make sense
we have a choice,
is whether we are going to make it happen
or carry on dreaming about!

and from now on!
I must LOVE all my subject!
so I will be able to do well!
making my life more easy!

and some unhappy thing happen
cant find a words to said it out
purely,how I wish I never fall for you?

shall stop here!
bye!~

Stealing never ends sadness,
if you have a conscience.
Here it goes away,
Along with your heart...

Piss off!

2010-07-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

Am I afraid or I have already forgotten??

Okay!
today will be a long post
a lot of unhappy thing I kept from few day back til now
so shall said it one by one!

Whatever!~
seriously!
Kenn Lee!! Did I ever owe you a favor??
what the hell, did you told Nicholas?
" If I have the heart to study with you, I will called you and arranged a timing with you."
Mr Lee!!
get thing clear,
in the first place you are the one who needed my help
why can't you arranged the timing with me?
and have I not called you before?
have I not met up you?
but did you turn up?
reason : Overslept ( recently give me de)
: Ya! I am coming wait/ on the way... ( end up? still at home/ MIA)
so it is my fault or yours?
my fault for not calling you?
my fault for not arranged a timing with you?
what sense are you talking?
turning 18 soon, please somehow be a bit mature
I know writing this thing somehow will not affect you
cause you will just fuck off but whether you wanted
in the ended you are the one who is losing out!!

next,
my classmate is having some conflict
and yet I dont know,
when I knew it I am really depressed
cause last one to know....
have been in this class but yet not with the class
Nevermind, it my choice so I shall not be sad about it

come to mates,
okay!~
started to get tired with people around us
blowing a balloon everyday, crap etc.
I had ENOUGH!!!
Aww!~

Great!~
Yong Jiunn have also left
left with Nicholas and me
suffering!~

Lastly,
You
I found out that time with you is getting lesser and lesser
the love for you is getting stronger and stronger!
what should I do?
you affect me deeply really!~
I felt depress with what you are going to do soon!
can you please beside me?
='x

My love for you get deeper,
everything I do is for you,
hoping you to be my side.

Optimism!

2010-07-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

forsake if future sacrifice your dream,
while stained with deep despair,
elude the past,
fight reality and never relinquish your nobility.

Well,
mood was totally great!!!
should be able to sleep well tonight
plus I am in air-con room now (Lols!~)

GazettE Single is OUT!!!
so high! but I still haven get mine!
Sigh~
Should be by Friday the latest!

back to my relationship,
few of my friend have already ask me to give up
it a never ending love or should I put it in this way?
there isn't any ending at all! (wake up!!~)
sometime, it hurt..
sometime, it a blessing
can you stop at one like letting me get hurt
it will help me in giving up on you
can you do it?
EMOING....
second person I fall for...
pity me...
well then, shall take it easy
that all I can do now
it getting late now.

going off!~

Btw, Maths mini mock P2 (SUCK!~)
and in-line skate for PE
dont know whether it fun or bored
=.=''

Bye!~~

Freedom isn’t anything like that
It’s just that the sky doesn’t have a road

Wondering

2010-07-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

Is this the only form of reducing stress?
numbing some thought in my heart,
although it still there, this is the only way I can feel better...

Hahas!
blog have becoming very death
no choice, busy with school work...
stuck in the 'Lovely' school
from Morning 7 am til 9pm in the night!
almost everyday!

Extremely tired, due to lack of sleep
I sleep less than 6 hour since night class start
LOLS!
what a pity,
but now, the idiot school make me dont want to go back
cause got to wear long pant back for night study!
thinking that their canteen is hell windy til afraid of student getting cold
sigh!~

give an excuses that is fucking not an excuses
dont know what is really about
why we must wear Long pant/ skirt for night study
REASON:
"Cause you student are not study well in PE attire you all feel more to playing."
=.='
What a reasonable school I am in!

Tml is Os level MT Listening!
People taking tml paper!
Good Luck! =))
Remember to dig your ear!
hahas!

stopping here!
Bye!~~

Sometime the people we love
are the hardest thing to hold on.

one sided love really is making my crazy!!
='X

Painful

2010-07-10T13:21:00.000-07:00

Got to get on track!
study hard, no more playing!

term3 week 3 have end...
stepping to week 4 soon
got to really start my revision

Going to form study group!!
Mug! MUG!

really hope that study can filled up my time
cause I have being feeling No life recently!
OMG!
life is just bored okay!~
LOLS!~

everyone is rush in study
I think I must not just stay at there
=)

okays!~
off to bed night!

Thank! To Jacky Chang!
Now then I go sleep and he sleep early than me!
=X

You!
why it you?!?
can someone numb my heart please!

STRUGGLER

2010-07-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

I had learn a lesson before hand so,
I really got to keep this to myself...
Although, it hurt...

Sunday night,
cycle from Jurong to West Coast Park!
to meet Jacqi & Yee Fei
along with Jacky!
so happy!
cause I really cycle!
=) (Clap!!~)

They reach before us,
slack for awhile,
went to Mac study!
hahas!
not bad, I like it!
but got to really sleep in the noon!
so I will be able to study the whole night!

reach home at about 5 am!
Sleep!~
wake up in the noon!

meet up Jacky at about 4 plus
Study!
finally! I start to do my English homework!
(Y)

it a good start, I guess..
shall not said any further
going to think of way to make myself fall asleep!
Bye!

got to give up, but I can't do it
I really like you a lot?
going to stay like this forever I think
I am the most stupid person!
I need you by my side...

INSOMNIA

2010-07-03T11:49:00.000-07:00

This is what I feel in the night
struggle with many thing, fearful of sleep
I am tired...
But I think I have already lost control of myself...

It's a long weekend holiday!
I have already waste Saturday for anime
so Sunday and Monday is the day I should finish my schoolwork
Mug!~

Nothing to post,
but only one thing.

I AM HAVING SLEEPLESS NIGHT!
O.o!
(SCREAM!~~)

Shall end here,
going off, Bye!

An empty vase
without action, it will still be one
any point of time it will break, it may stay,
but it still depend...

But can I ask for a better treatment towards me from you?

Love!

2010-06-29T07:11:00.000-07:00

Should I or should I not?
what is the outcome?
after this?
feel so uneasy without you
but it have to be kept in my heart
the answer is already there,
but why still I go for it?
I am really to obsessed with you!
=X

First day of school

2010-06-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

22 more day till 7/21/2010
Omg!
I can't wait!
=)

Okay!
as usual first day of school
is always all the admin stuff etc.
sigh!~

funny part is that,
ever since I step into this secondary
This is the first time I get the timetable
in an A5 size I think
=.=''

What a joke! (Laugh!~)

And!!!
I have already forgotten all my study in this holiday
everything is given back to the teacher!
Aww!~~~
Think there a lot of catching up!!
=X

Bless!
Stop here
Bye...

a simple action shown by you,
change my mood deeply
how I wish doing all this is for me...

Lost Interest

2010-06-22T01:18:00.000-07:00

Without Words by Park Shin Hye <3>

Wish for nothing,
but a break through...

2010-06-15T09:51:00.000-07:00

Just watched Remember Me,
but seriously dont really get the meaning.
When to net to check about it
and found out that...
(It about the power of love,
the strength of family,
and the importance of living passionately and treasuring every day of one's life.)
Hmm...
somehow it true,
who dont know what will happen next, later & tomorrow
maybe when I fall asleep, I will never wake up!
maybe when i cross the road, being knock down by vehicle?
maybe when i walk by HDB being bang by those thing that fall from top!
(Okay! Somehow I am abit insane now!)
=))

For someone life is short,
for me i think it acceptable, just that support that i get
SUCK!~ ( LOLS)

I must treasure what I have!

Okay!~
third weeks of holiday is going to end,
Fcuk!

Starting of term 3,
whatever I do, do it alone!
Yes! I support myself!
Dont need anyone of you!!!!
=))

Bye!~
not walking up early later!
cause I am working in the noon!
Wahahaaa!~~~~

there's a lot of "maybe" in life,
so how am I going to prevent it?
not staying in the life of regret?

2010-06-13T10:19:00.000-07:00

becoming one of them soon...

It holiday,
should be fun and enjoyed
but I didn't
quarrel with my Dad
day by day as it past
I felt the stress that I am unable to handle
tired by thing happening now... (Tears)

Start to feel that life,
MY LIFE, totally live in regret...

because of all these thing happen
sometime when the only best way is to cry out
I am unable to do so
getting numb with myself and surrounding
it's really a suffer for me!
why?
do I really deserved this?

how can I put down everything?

Very soon school will start,
I am not prepare!!!

Tired!~~

it hurt for awhile,
because in the end scars are left be-hide...
but what is the define of awhile?

Complication

2010-06-01T23:25:00.000-07:00

Well~
holiday have started! (Cheers!~~)
seen to be very bored here

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!!

MT paper is over!
So 1 subject lesser (Laugh~)

I really hate this kind of life
keep on waste my time do nothing
Rot, rot and rot!
CMI!

Got to find thing do!
I must!!

whatever let see later
going to prepare for work!
Bye!~

I think the feeling is faking
I dont know whether is still there
can you tell me?

2010-05-20T09:05:00.000-07:00

='X
Fail...
I am prepare that I will not do well
but why in the end it affect me so much?

Mid-year result are out
seriously, this is the worst result I ever get,
in this 6 year of education in this school!
I fail all the 6 subject!
including POA!
What the Fuck!! ( Saded)

got to get on track by next week!
4 more day of MT lesson!
10 more day till GCE O level MT
Got to get C5! ( Must!!)

Sport day tml!
(Cheers!~)
No school!!
But!
this is my last year,
no choice got to go and show my face
hahas!
but it very idiot far!
CCAB
also dont know where the fucking place is!
got to wake up at about 6 am
and now!
I am still awake!
What the Fuck!~
(Laugh!!~)
confirm late tml
whatever, I dont care!
not happy just go home!
=))

okay!
I am kind of mad now
shall stop here
Night!

I got put down whatever that is on hand
mug on the most important!
MT!
Can't let my emotion over take me

2010-05-17T06:32:00.000-07:00

I can't see what's going on right now,
there is an object blocking my view.
still unsure of how am I going to overcome this obstacle.

Mid-Year has ended!
Cheers!~~

but 14 more days to GCE O level MT!
what the fuck! (=.='')

my so called "wonderful" break have ended
even though I did not really enjoy it,
still there isn't a choice
time have pass, they dont wait people!

after today!
I am going to fight the war,
all by myself, alone.
I have a few crappy friends!
(chose to be selfish)
blame myself for it, so no choice!
give me strength! Please!!

whatever, 14 days war!
Just go for it!
=)

Stop here
Bye!~

I think i know the answer
I think you are not the one
I think I am the one who misunderstood it
putting it aside,
Mug for O!
14 days left!

A pull back

2010-05-11T08:54:00.000-07:00

Where did my goal go to?

Haloo!
Mid-Year is going to end by this week!
should be happy, should be sad...
having a mix feeling with this
for most of the paper I think I am unable to make it
seriously, quite depress with it!
=X

not going to be depress,
got to be positive!( Happy! Happy)
mid year doesn't matter
what it matter is the actual O!
Mug for O!

Taking this mid year as a draft!
as now I know the way O level is being tested!
so Prelim! I must do well!
=))

anyway
I'm left with 2 paper
Maths P2 which is tml
Science P1 &P2 which is on Friday!
END OF MID-YEAR!!!

Gonna make this weekend a rest day!
after this week, got to start preparing for O Level MT!
which is about 19 day from now!
Jia You!

Going off,
Bye~

It's over...
but I not going to be pull down!
there is a wonderful path ahead!
Stay on~

2010-05-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

It seen so near,
but to get to the top,
it take a great effort!
Stay on!!

Back!
By the way,
HAPPY Mother's day!
wahahaas!

End of weekend (Well fast?),
school tml - BORING!!
plus it till exam week
aww!~

Today, was rotting at home
studying Geo, but only manage to get in 1 part of a topic
CMI!
=.=''

Evening time,
change went to grandmother's house
went out for dinner..
celebrating Mother day!
LOL!

Saw Pei Fen at the coffee shop
have a long chat with her
doing some catch up and update!
thinking back now...
Old liao!
=X
and feel happy to see her
she really have wake up from her past
which is really a wonderful thing
everyone should be glad for her
=))

putting in this way
I have already "finish" my secondary school
everyone now are busy with what they have choose
the path of their life, building it, stable it..
mature people have already mature
some immature people are still at their Lala land
some immature people have also become mature
well, best of luck to everyone!
=)

going off~
Bye!~

Somehow I have just fill part of my life
another part are still empty
day by day I'm trying my best
to fill it full...

All the best!~

End

2010-05-03T01:21:00.000-07:00

Well happy times past by fast!
end of long weekend
school tml~
is like what the fuck!
=.=''

have been slacking this few days till some work is undone
so today staying at home to finish it
hahas!

suppose to go down to PS with Wei Lin today
but end up having fever
hai...
Ke Lian!
So I am rotting at home today!
and up till not haven ate a single thing!
woah!~~

maybe going out later,
going off,
got to start to do my work!
Bye!
=)

still slacking even when the exam is here
what is happening in me?

Overcoming?

2010-05-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

Started to feel really pressure by what happening...
what if I disappoint all of you?

It a long weekend,
but a lot of work need to be done..
after tml, I am not going out anymore!
left with Sunday and Monday to finish my work...
=)

Mid-Year have started!
Hope I am able to make it!
Please!!~

Well then, going off.
preparing to meet Wei Lin!
Cooking Japanese Curry today!
=)

BYE!!~

I realize that all of you care,
but the more you all care,
the more I felt stress and pressure
compare to other mates in school
I am seriously lucky to have you all being there
but what if i fail, I really don't want to disappoint any of you.

Thinking...

2010-04-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

Haloo~
Back to posting..

have a lot of negative thought starting of this year
major want i think is study,
after lot of hardwork that I had planted inside still no result shown
it started to get tired and depress..
afriad to disappoint those people who have high hope on me
everytime when I saw the result
it like a wet blanket over me again
=.='

Mid-year coming!
next wednesday is the first paper
hope that when result is back
will not be a disappointment!
Angel bless me!

BLESS ME! BLESS ME!!!

JACQI! is this long enough?
=))

Stop here!
Bye!
I want to sleep!
Seeyou!

got to start to put down everything
run for the finish line.
it getting very close!!
Very, very close!~~

Realise

2010-04-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

I realise that I am able teach a person,
How to blow a bubble.
Telling what the bubble shown
How to prevent
But when it come to me..
I am able to blow
Able to see the bubble
But I am unable to act..
where is the problem?

Strength??

2010-04-10T01:33:00.000-07:00

When can the botheration be over?
When can the rainbow be out, telling me I am ?
How am I going to stay when people around me start to leave?
How am I going??
I am really burned out?
How?!??~

Breakdown

2010-04-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

Is this what you guy really wants?
It just come one after another,
I am really unable to handle it
I give up..
HAPPY??!?
this is really what you people want.

The End of Holidays

2010-03-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

After today,
I'll have a slow and long road ahead..
what can I do to stay strong?

Saturday!
Woke up at 2 plus in the noon
rot at home
do some work
play com.

Went to watch 'Kidnapper' with
Kenn, Szeya & Tingwei.

okay~
after watching the movie,
i have only one thing to say,
I have wasted 10 bucks for a STUPID movie
So BORING that i almost fall asleep..
=.=''

don't understand why some people say that
this movie is worth watching
LOLS!~
different point of view i think~

=Pp

Today!~
Woke up at noon,
wash up and had breakfast
bused to grandmother's house!

cabbed back home late noon
due to the sudden rainfall
=.=''
home,
rotting and then try to complete my homework
but still have a few more
hahas~

whatever!~
Holiday end liao!~
How sad is this!
=((
So fast, No more night life
='X

Saded!~
stop here
Bye!

not contacting...
I think this is the best for me
cause I don't want to be depress with love..

HAPPY Birthday to Me!

2010-03-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

It may since to be happy,
but on the inside there is still something unshown

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!
=)

18 year old liao!!!
OMFG!
becoming Lao Ren Jia liao!
Emo~
='x

18 Birthday Wishes!

1. put down the past and move on
2. stay happy, postive
3. SAVE many many MONEY!$$$
4. Proud to be SINGLE! ( so that i will not felt sad when i feel empty!)
5. Term 2 will be better
6. school will not suck!
7. study very hard!
8. change a new HP
9. Silm down! ( FOR GazettE =] )
10. friend will be happy
11. that i am able to forget you
12. able to not fall in love
13. have many many present!
14. Time passes by fast!
15. BUY Coach Bag!!
16. BUY LV Bag/ Wallet!!
17. BUY Gucci Bag/ Wallet!!
18. 10 point in 'O' Level!!!
JIA YOU!!!
JIA YOU!!!!!

=))
Stop here
going to sleep now
tml got school!
='X

CMI

2010-03-12T00:46:00.001-08:00

Haloo!
I am back...

When to Parent Meeting Session Yesterday
Here Is my Result for Term 1

EL - F9
Chinese - F9
Maths - C6
Science - D7
Com. Humanities - F9
POA - A1 =))

hahas~
it was badly done
but heard from Mrs Alfred
I am one of the TOP 10 in class
=.='''

Whatever is it!
Mid- Year no matter what i Must PASS All
To Shut you teacher up!

Parent Meeting
Was kind of Piss off
don't know me,
please don't make unnecessary comment about
don't at there act!

Level Head More Guai Lan
is our fault for not study
Kns!
you teacher know that from N to O
there is a big jump!
one big thing,
why can't you teach us the 'O' Level standard
from the start?
Don't Tell me MOE la!
Please! Hua Yi Sec etc.
N(A) pupil Studying for 'O' Level standard at sec 1
Why you all can't??
They are also neighborhood School!
Bullshit!

Ya, It our fault not to study
but what about you all
the blame is full on us?
on those people who go to Sec5?

CMI! CMI!!!

Please!
I am already 18!
Stop taking me as a 13 or 14 year old kid!
I know what friend to choose!
Yes!
Yong Jiunn may not be studying
so ?
it my problem not yours.
saying all those remark easy influenced!
OM FUCKING G!
=.=''

Okay!
Stop here
Bye~

to forget you, it is possible?

Picture!

2010-03-10T03:50:00.000-08:00

Okay~
Picture that i forget to post
so some is already very over le
Sorry~

Pei Fen's 18th Birthday!

Charmine's Birthday

Forget when i do this
in Chemistry Practical!

Before Chinese New Year!
Cleaning up my room!
=)

Went Shopping with Yong Jiunn & Kok Leong!
taken at Ion Armani Exchange

Adrian's Birthday!

Slacking at Hun Cheng Block!

That all!~
BYE!

Finding...

2010-03-04T06:36:00.000-08:00

There is a word in heart
but I don't know how to express out
don't know what the words that can be use.

Haloo~
Back to posting!
=))

Blog somehow death
too busy liao
tired to update!

school today was boring!
Yong Jiunn & Nicholas never come school
I alone..
=X

lesson normal!

I pass my POA test! =))
wahahaa~

Maths test~
Sight~
Mdm Wu,
I really start to think that you brain is pro.
think I not going to pass
Lols
doesn't matter!
got to work hard,
is it because my standard is to weak
or is really the paper is too hard
Very sad about it
=X

after school
bused home
rest~
cook dinner

went out celebrating Adrian's Birthday!
Wish you a early Happy birthday!
tml is your day!
=))

Trained home~
Clean up,
In air-con room!
off to bed!
=)

Bye~~

Do i really start to fall for you?

Aawwww~!

2010-02-22T06:44:00.000-08:00

What can i do to become normal?
not to be alone?
how to be the person i want?

Did not went to school today~

Had a long chat with my Dad.
what he said was right.
I am running away from the problem
not solving it.

My thought is that when I am not in school
i felt very happy.
but when i a in school
is like going to a war.
Is not that i do not want to study
but then is just that i felt very uncomfortable having YOU
these ~~~
walking by me~
taking that nothing have happen?!?
Aww~
it make me want to vomit!

whatever is it.
I need to change my mind - set!
change change change...
stay on~

tml
going to school~
Oh Yeah~
"Like what the HELL!"
=.=''

Stop here~
Bye~!

I start to run away,
start to hide myself,
start to keep everything to myself
start to....

2010-02-17T06:07:00.000-08:00

Black & white?
Colour?
what do i see??

LMAO~
CNY~
IT SUCK LIKE HELL!!!
okay

School,
people study secondary 5,
we study secondary 5.
why we are like a dog because of a certificate?
it like bloody idiots
everyday,
once i step in to the school
my mind got to be alert
got to know how not to get into trouble.
from the starting of the month till now
i am starting to get tired
got no more strength to play with those
hypocrite Staff in that ...~
CMI ~
CMI~

So fake,
really can go and be actor or actress
no need to be a teaching staff
is a waste of you guy talent man~

seriously,
most of you have kids,
please la
do some good deed for the sake of your child
don't end up being the one who will be regret~
do you know?...
Don't know who invent this wonderful word
'RETRIBUTION'

so please for the sake of your child la~
KNS!!

Lastly,
PLEASE! I BEG YOU!!
STOP BEING SO FAKE!

Just take it that
i old people unable to take it
(Lazy to play with you guy)

Sight~
whatever,
stopped here
BYE~

I need time to recharge myself
but what is the medium,
that enable me to recharge myself?
Life, What the heck is this?

Mutual

2010-02-12T13:19:00.000-08:00

once it dried up,
it take a long time to recover...

Counting down, 2 more day to Chinese New Year~
like woots~
=.=''

school today was bored
everyone is in the holiday mood~
but i just debunk CNY!!
It really boring!
whatever~

A Big Thanks To
TAN YI LIAN
YING YING
thanks for the gift for
Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day in advance
to you guy~
Couple stay SWEET~
wahahaa~

hahas~
i going to work later~
=))

got nothing to say liao
so stop here~
Bye~

you said...
but you didn't do it
is this another lies?
or this mark where i stand?

Learning~

2010-02-03T03:56:00.000-08:00

Teach me how to move on
i dont want to stand at the same spot....
i dont want to repeat the cycle again.

3 day away from school
thanks to my Gastric but then i just dont look sick
=)

wake up in the moring
wash up,
out to meet Jacqi & Wei Lin
Jacqi and I seeing doctor~

after the doctor
cab home.
put my stuff
train to Lot 1
Wei Lin went there to buy thing~
then they play Jubeat~
Lols

Train To JE
I went home
Jacqi & Wei Lin train to Clementi
meet up Jia Wei and see Basket Ball match.

Stop Here~
Bye

Am I happy with what i am?
the choice I made,
do I?

Numb

2010-01-31T08:05:00.000-08:00

Maybe when i change to this
everything will change ?

1 month have pass
2 more month to go..

no mood for school tml?
can anyone teach me to have mood for all these

have a long chat with Si Yun
ound out that i and steel hearted!
woots~
Not bad~
Soon going like the person in the picture
is a good thing for me to became like this
???????????

stop here!
Bye~

white lies
can it be blame?

All Alone

2010-01-18T06:10:00.000-08:00

third week of school
everything seen to be 'fine'
LMAO~

Time really passes by fast
soon is going to be Chinese New Year
then to my eighteen Birthday~
etc.. etc...

everyone have move on, so do i
but i still have a lot of unsaid word in my heart
still finding a person that can be trusted

after a downfall in friendship,
day by day i am closer to be a anti social guy!
although i felt empty on the inside
but all i can said is i am already uses to
numb from inside out
cant feel the pain
cant feel any emotion
just mood-less
day by day....

wishing to get back to the normal life
but then it's impossible..
everyone have change, move on
but why i still standing here?
why i feel so trap in all these years
when is the day that i will soon break free?

UNSAID WORD.....
...................................

Stop Here~
Bye

it only the start of race
but i have already half way give up
why?
why do i feel so tired
is because of my mindset
that made me who i was now
or is you guy
who made me become like this?

School life

2010-01-12T06:09:00.000-08:00

is already the second week of school~
=-&

Yesterday release of 'O' level result
Our school express did very well
and Gratz to Goh Wei Ting Top scorer
woots~
But NA did quite badly
a lot of my friends were unable to make it

hai...
i feel so stressful wor
what if...
i have the same result as them?
i have already wasted 1 year in this FUCKING HELL SCHOOL!
i very old liao, dont want to waste anymore time
ke Lian de lao ren jia...
=.=''

Now i am still thinking of whether i should drop out
of sec 5 and just go ITE!
Hmmmm....

( a very GOOD Qn. for Lao Ren Jia)
sigh...

Oh ya
Chinese New Year coming
I STILL HAVEN DOME MY SHOPPING!
is like what the fuck??
nevermind i will be very happy to stay at home during CNY
then no need to listen old people nag
lala~

okay
Si Yun at there keep on asking me to say bye bye~

so, here i stop!
BYE~~~

Lao ren jia you kong zai jing lai!
=))

the start of this race isn't good
what am i going to do?

Flash back~

2009-12-28T06:17:00.001-08:00

Finally can update picture!

taken in IMM with Jacqi & Wei Lin
when we are having our lunch

Nov 25 2009
Grad Nite Picture
comment given is i throw $42 into the sea!

picture is taken on my way out
going out with friend to see movie

Watch Avatar 3D
living in this world 17 year this is the first time i watch 3D

23/12/09
2 day before X'mas
off day when to town with Boss! =))

wake up in the noon
trained to my boss house
cook breakfast for her
see i so good, this kind of staff go where find
=PP

JoJo
Joby!

at ion take de~

today
wake up in the noon
went out to give tuition
after tuition went to Jp meet Jacqi
slack at my house
6 plus went to Jurong Point again
for dinner with Hui Qin and Hui Wen
and today i only ate dinner!
not bad!
=))

after dinner
Jacqi went to play Jubeats
=.='''
walked to my home to get her laptop
waited for her dad to drove her back
and then now i am posting
=))

tml i am working in the noon
so Bye

i end the race
but a new race is going to start
i tried my best to find a friend
but i found no one

never knew that this will happen so fast
friend go again~
Bye~

Deep Though

2009-12-17T09:14:00.000-08:00

okay
getting my result later
at 2 pm in the noon~
no matter what is going to happen
please wish me best of luck!
=))

judgment day is later
no matter what is it
it can only blame me
my fault for being stubbon
that all i can say~
i am prepare for the worse~

sometime i know that is wrong
but why still i go for it?
i really gonna to change this
if not i will be a failure in life!

okay
stop here~
nothing much to say~
Good luck to myself and everyone!
=))

no matter what is going to be
the blame is on me!

Mid of hoilday mood~

2009-12-11T09:16:00.000-08:00

back on posting..
seriouly!
my blog is fucking death~
some touch up on my life!
Working in Bata
6 day a week~
most of the time morning till night
hahas~

In about 5 to 6 day!
result will be out liao
seriously my emotional now is very tend~
that all i can said
Bless me~
Hope i will not let myself down

today
at working
dont know why i am so moody
maybe is because of the result and some stress at work.
now i feel more relax
=))

okay!
that all stop now!
Bye!

Time is running

Day is passing

The day where my death have come nearer

Trying

2009-11-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

okay
back~
very long never post liao~
reason, Lazy tired!
=Pp
November liao!
very soon its gonna to be December!
Angel! Please bless!

back to my life
somehow is death
woke up in the noon
prepare, time up off to work
after work reach home
chat with Nicholas, Jacqi etc. till early morning
really no life hor!
no meaning
bored~ bored!

then
in my heart
deep inside me
i still having a hard figure out
what's going wrong in my life
why do i feel so depress?
still cant get the answer
am i the one who is still holding on
or is other thing that somehow
is till not the time to solve yet?
=.=''

whatever it is~
i hope i will be happy~
=)

wahahaa~
and i suddenly in love with Mariah Carey new album
2 song, very nice and meaningful wor
Angel Cry & I Want To Know What Love Is!
really very nice~
after listening to these song
i felt so calm! =)

See you soon!~~

the answer is still hidden
the race is still running
how am i going to stay strong?

2009-10-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

Back to posting
=))

when you finish this size of yoghurt
you would found out that you 1 day can visited the toilet
up to 4 times~
wahahaa~

Next time
for people who have a lot of doll
and often washed them so that they are clean
but find it hard to dry them
can try this way~

On the day where the last paper~
going to burn the entry proof

today
i went back to Chinese Orchestra
all i can said is CMI
hai~

about 4 plus in the evening
left CO go to Pei Fen house
let her change,
went to Jurong Point for dinner
too many people end up
we buy our food and take away
eat under my block where ther is table and chair
hahas!

after meal~
used Adrian hat to play and take picture!

not bad, not bad!
i like it very much!

at about 9 all go home!

tml!
i am working Night!!!
lols~

Bye~

like what is said,
a person can be with another person together
but the heart is still with the person that they love
i think...
i had become that person
but where is my heart
who do i really put my heart in
i really dont know
can anyone tell me?

Out of Mind!

2009-10-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

Back~

okay exam are over
now i really get back the thing i wanted
night life!!~

but then still...
i dont know why i just cant laugh out
after the exam
somehow i felt afraid about the upcoming result
how i wished time can passed by fast
i deeply want to know about the result
whether is good or bad
somehow i have prepared myself...

whatever it is...
now need to wish the O level mate
All the best, Good Luck!
Jia You!~

i think this time
i really gonna to be selfish
i dont want to get hurt anyone
from now on, i will not meet you anymore
you break my trust, my feeling for you
and i feel lost and confuse when i see you
if this time you are real to me
i 'm sorry
i have given you chance but you miss out
so there is no more
you will find a better person
BYE BYE!!
dont contact me anymore!
your cooperation is deeply appreciated
thanks!

that all i want to post about...
next work next Monday~
left with Saturday and Sunday to slack with friend
so if want to meet me
you left two wor~
please contact my Mi Shu Miss Jacqi Ng
for booking, and she will update me
thanks!
Bye~

[ i dont know when you are true ]
[ these made me felt very confuse, i cant carry on anymore]

Thought

2009-10-06T09:38:00.000-07:00

Back to Posting~
exam have started~
soon the year will end..
after all these year of living
i really found out 1 thing, time passes by very fast..

And in this year
i faced a lot of problem in family, friend, love, myself and etc.
some solved, some yet to be solve.

Family
same old thing always about money!

Friend
found out that all of us
have been turn around and around
but still lost in the middle of no where!

it hard to trust a person
it hard to believe a person
it hard to understand a person

believe in yourself is always the best
being alone is also not a bad idea!
not to worry about, what friend will do to you.

Love
after all these year,
being able to help out friend in relationship
but somehow i fail in my own Love life
all i can say is you are the last person that i even fall for.
and i will never fall for other person again
hope we will never meet up again
cause every time i see you,
i cant stop myself to fall for you
having you by my side was really a wonderful day
the most happy day i ever had
thanks for the time
it will always be kept it in my heart!
="X

Myself
really hope that i can get back to the cheerful me
that all i ask for...

Angel~
please bless me,
bless my paper!
I WANT TO MAKE IT TO SEC 5!
=)

Guy Good Luck!
JIA YOU~

sign off~

thank for the memories,
it will forever be kept in my heart
be happy, bye~

2009-10-02T09:08:00.001-07:00

Back!~

forgot which day it is
but it doing on salt~
=)
I mix de
colour very nice wor!
Left side is mine
Right side is Jin Hui

dont know who take de
at bugis

Taken by LIM JIN HUI!
hahas!

today~
last day of school liao
very fast end year
monday exam le~
Jia You wor.
Good luck guys!

bye~

[ leave side all the problem~ face it after my exam ]

2009-09-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

Tagged Reply:
JACQI: LOLS.. The people there too lazy liao... dont want to send in icu ask me ownself fix.. =))

Friday~
when to Pool with mates~
=))

Saturday~
Out with Wei Lin, Jia Wei & Jacqi!

Taken when we are on the train~
on our way to meet Jia Wei

Never take before the picture of train~
wahahaa~

Met up with Jia Wei
bused to queenway shopping centre
Wei Lin want to buy bag
then go eat Katong laksa~
Yummy!~~

Bused back to JP
went to safra K box~

after K
feel hungry
bused to boon lay market and eat

taken in the bus~
TEENAGER who have a GF/BF
when you all are kissing in public
can use this method so that the stomp people will not
take a picture of you and post it on their web page

after our meal~
went to kenn house there slack

the Peh family!

after that walked to my house
then go PM
slack~

4 plus like that all cab home~
sleep~

sunday
rot at home till noon
train down to Bata
slack~

Endy hired 2 new staff~
Jia Wei and Yong Sheng
wahahaa~

meet kenn at 9 plus~
have my dinner~
seriously, next time if you are really hungry
please dont wait for him
you will die of hunger!

today~
wake up /wash up
bused to Jp meet Yong Jun they all
bused to Aunty Jasmine house
have a long chat~
somehow know what my path is going to be
she keep on tell me this
"overcome myself, before i start anything~"
hmm...

thinking....

[ i am really in my own world, got to step out of that circle! ]

2009-09-15T06:56:00.001-07:00

Saturday
at Jurong Point there de Sakae Sushi

Monday
when to see G force!
at west mall!
ZhiWei so cute! like a small kids!

bye~

[ Getting use to the life without you ]
[ dont ever come back, Please! ]

Night Life~

2009-09-11T09:52:00.001-07:00

Tagged reply:
jacky♥™: hahas~ Can See~ =))
Melinda: hahas~ i though you know.. psps~

Today
woke up at 11 plus
went to meet wei lin
sent her hp go ICU!!
went to IMM
have lunch~

bused home~

went home
do housework
cook dinner~
wor~~
so tired...

after dinner
bused to meet jacqi
slack
bused to meet wei lin and si yun
have supper~

bused home at 11 plus~

taken when we are wait for si yun at bus stop~

hahas~
Night Life~
=))

Bye~

[ why when i intend to give up that time you will show up ]
[ it making me very hurtful ]
[ i am waiting for an answer ]

I dont know

2009-09-09T10:04:00.000-07:00

Tagged reply:
jacky♥™: wa liao! talk to old friend also cannot!
JACQI: CMI!! God bless

okay
somehow it had end...
got the next 4 day to rest
serious, i dont know what going on
sick of everything
tired of everything
but then nothing can be done
soon going to be an anti social people
i think..
cause i am really tired of what happening around me
i dont mind being anti
i think i will need to get back to my old days
whatever it is...
i really dont know what will happen next
maybe, later i am not in this world any more
somehow will be great and i beg alot of people will be
celebrating my death~
17 year of life i think that enough
look forward to see everyone celebrating my death
i have really turn numb~

Bye~

[ i had fallen in love with you, but it seen to be far ]

2009-09-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

Tagged reply!
thtb!tch: this is the fact what! haiyo!~
Yuki: hahas~ Linked!

[You confuse me deeply, is this another lie that you are giving?]

祖我好运！！

2009-09-06T04:58:00.000-07:00

为了明天的华文考试，所以今天我用花文。。。
哈哈！
=）

Waiting for train at lakeside~
from this picture, it give me a kind of weird feeling

Saturday
Morning Wei Lin come my house
then slack untill 5 plus
go Jurong Point have "lunch"

Bused to Hun Cheng's House
slack again~

Faked eyelashes~
cant really be seen, eye too small liao
Sad~

Hun Cheng's eye so beautiful

Like girls eye right~
wahaha~

9 plus leave Hun Cheng's house~
go eat desert~

Wei Lin Cab home!
I Bused Home!
saded~
=X

Today
woke up at 9 plus
wash up~
Train to Mrs Nemon's house
study EL
hahas

3 plus
meet Wei Lin and Jia Wei at Causeway Point~
walk~
have lunch~
train home at 6

说完了。。。
再见~

[I felt miserable without you beside me]

Are you happy?

2009-09-03T06:33:00.000-07:00

Tagged Reply:
JUNE!: Boss arh~ Thanks~ will JIA YOU!! =)

Faked smile~
the though and feeling that i am having now
i guess~

A Happy Belated BIRTHDAY

first - Li Hwa
second - Kenn
third - Kok Leong

Happy birthday wor~

At party world!
Serious~
if wanna try of singing in North pole
1 place clemeti party world

Hai~
poor face~
=Pp

Kenn
ECP BBQ~

kok leong birthday cake~

Lols~
random shot~
think it nice~

3 more day to N level
God Bless~
Jia you~

Seeyousoon~

[ trap in the eye of yours, cant be erase fully~ ]

Prelim are Over!

2009-08-21T09:42:00.000-07:00

Tagged Reply:
thtb!tch: Linked okay liao! =))
Jinlan: Haloo! hahas~
JACQI:Hahas~ Never Give up can! No Problem! But The biggest one, you own self have 1 i will share with Wei Lin! Wahahaaa~

PRELIM ARE OVER!!!
But...
two more week to start of N
sign~

Last week,
when to Ri Ben Chun again!
hahas
no people...

Beer~
very nice
Cup Very Cute also~

Random shoot by debbie after school
haha
At Jurong Point

Today,
Out with mates
got BenTen Cafe at bugis
Order!
ANBIRY BABURU
hahas~

Big wor~

Picture taken by debbie of Yi Lian

After Ice Cream when for shopping
wahahaa~

Taken in the Neo Print shop
when we are taking Neo Print

Thanks!
to Yi Lian loan my the $$ to buy this!!

My First GazettE Poster!!!
=))

Trained to Sin Yi house
play mahjong till 9 plus 10..

bused Home!
Wonderful day!!
fun~

Monday
God Bless Prelim result!
=X

Sign off

[ every time i see you i feel that i am so useless you indeed impact me a lot ]

Study! Study!

2009-08-15T09:40:00.000-07:00

Tagged Reply:
thtb!tch: Orh! No problem wait i save money first! hahas Psps! change liao
AH hwee: Ps! change liao =Pp

Thurday
after paper, bused to jp with mates
having lunch at kopitiam
but saw some idiot aunty!
never mind..

walk to Jp Library study!

colourful!
the pen i always use!
=))

after awhile feel sick~
bused to Emily's house to continue study

Taken at her room...

Friday
after exam went to ENAQ have lunch
walk to Debbie house
then go Sin Yi house play majong!

Sin Yi 's dog~
dont let Yi Lian take her phone

today,
went to jp with Jacqi, Adrian,Wei Lin
go watch where got ghost?
lols!
got abit sian~
not fun~~
=X

after dinner
when to safra lan play audi
=)

Bye~

[ i feel so uneasy, is this the right choice ]

National Day!

2009-08-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

Tagged Reply:
PsBy: Lols~

National Day celebration with Wei Lin, Jia Wei & Jacqi

Went to Jurong Safar KBox
for K Lunch!
not bad la there very nice, but before you go please make a booking
=))

Trained to Bugis to do some shopping
But in the train~
Omg!
Through out these year of taking train
that day was really a fucking Tu Lan because of the BANGKALA!!
Chee BYE!
one pant never zip!
another one at There scratch his Penis!!
sign~

walk to peninsula~
Wei Lin wanna to buy camera bag
cab to Marina square
but at a the taxi stand
got a Xiao Ah Lian, dont know from where de at there KPKB
because of taxi, end up take taxi!
so...
sign~!

Dinner was at Yuki Yaki!
wahahaa~

Ice- Cream!!!
=))
And Never Mix Chocolate Mocha and Yam Ice- Cream together
you will regret!!

Taken Ytd too bored with my study!
lols!

Prelim Start liao~
Good Luck to me and everyone!
=)

Bye~

[ Is this the right choice that i am making? ]

Benten Cafe.

2009-08-08T10:14:00.000-07:00

Tagged reply:
lingling.♥: Which words?? i change to another colour you see wherther can see anot.

Lols~
meet up with wei lin
slack at my home
bused to JP meet jacqi
shop for mouse and webcam for wei lin

then suddenly when to Benten Cafe eat Ice-Cream
Yummy~~

We order "Never Give Up!"
OMG!
really like what it say never give up~
eat untill like Siao~
wahahaa!~

this time 4 people share
next time try 1 person have 1
if the Ice Cream can change to chocolate instead of Valina
wahahaa~

Bused to my home
have dinner...
plan for tml outing~
having a long night tml
=)

Bye~

[ i dont understand you at all, after all this time we had? ]

"Long" Holiday?!

2009-08-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

Tagged replt
Derrius :D : Hahas! long time no see liao! Link-ed~ =)

erm..
randomly take in class.

Jin Hui neck kana make by debbie~

taken under PF Blk
forget what day le

Hun cheng doing stud Part 1 &2
very funny~

Night Class on wed!
omg!
Night class really very FUN!!
Looking forward to the next Night Class
=)

At MT period i think~
On thurday..

today,
National day celebration
wa~
"Happy Birthday Singapore"
as if the people really me it
haha~

didnt go to school today
rotting at home like hell~
when to meet June, Wei Lin and Hun Cheng

Bused to June's House
then go take 98 rounding
at there slack in the bus~
haha~

My June and me~
our leg~~
sign~

drop down at Hun Cheng House
buy dinner, go up to his house
chat chat.
then his dog!
Da Bian in his room!
wahhaaa~
Good Luck~

bused home at 7 like
that all~
Bye~

[ i dont know wherther all this is true? ]

Moody day~

2009-08-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

late for school today
sign~
the whole day was aww~~
GIVE ME A BREAK!
i had enough of yours childish saying
how i wish this year is not a important year for me
and thinking back..
like what oracle cards said
i must not let all this fail me...
but till the end somehow i am a humans

Ms Lin didnt come today
so POA "Free"

PE, Lame!

EL, i dont know why i just dont like her?
i sorry to said that...

SS, test SEQ also dont know what i am writing

POA Mock! somehow i did try to do the thing i know

after school dention
=.=''

meet up with wei lin
bused to my home!
life that are bored~
Bye~

[ Without you somehow i lost my way?]
[ But who can i be blame for? ]
[ who can i be sorry for? ]
[ it another downfall ]

Unbelieveable!

2009-08-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

Tagged Reply:
JUNE! : Boss arh! Cant be blame la! so dont be depress! get well soon wor!

wahahaa!
This weekend, i didnt go out for window shopping
so proud of myself!
=)

Saturday
Wei Lin & Jia Wei come my house
use her laptop to watch a show about ghost!
OMG! really very nice, but then wei lin see liao dont dare to be alone
sign~
then cook Japanese Curry for dinner
and slack till night
chat with wei lin at night discussing about chalet thing
hmm...
then when to sleep!

Sunday
suppose to go to mrs nemon house for EL lesson
end up didnt turn up
having a bad headache this morning
aww~

stay at home and do my file for all my subject
finally finish!

in the noon when to grandmother house
slack awhile
and go home
so i am rotting lor!
not bad i like it~

School tml?? SIAN~!

Bye~

[ after all this, you will still leave ]
[ you will still hurt me right? ]
[ so what can i do to stop all these? i really dont know ]
[ can you tell me?? ]

farewell Co!

2009-07-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

Picture taken last week i think!

Jacqi, rotting at my house draw de
then say is very nice
wanna to get it

Saturday, outing with June, Wei Lin & Jia Wei
in town!

Partner for the day!
got abit funny...

Happy Birthday!!!
Goh Wei Ting!!
wahahaa~

Today,
didnt go school
due to morning sickness!
=Pp

in the noon trained down to clemetic
pass to my boss something
and train down to school
for CO farewell
=)

after that went out of school
under Pei Fen block celebra Wei Ting's Birthday!

haha~
Bless you arh~

went to Pei Fen House
OMG!!
Now her house got 2 new born baby!
her's sister first
then her's brother
hahas~
very busy liao !
sign~

Sleeping~
Bye~

[ No point saying all this after all i will still get hurt]